Red Rose

16.5.04

surrender

i havent talked to you in awhile. you seem so much like a stranger now, though you werent clear as day anyways. ive kept so much to myself it feels like............i wrote this for you so maybe youd think of me, though im probably a gray fading shadow in your mind. though sometimes i wonder if you think of me, and if or when you do, do you hold on to it, or let it fly? this feels so strange because im just like a hole in the wall to you. but dont waste your time on me, ill be fine. i wonder if im dreaming, or am i lost in a barren reality. your like a fallen angel with black wings. id rather not spill evry ounce of feeling to you, but just let you know i think of you...i surrender.